Currently Listening O God, The Aftermath By Norma Jean see related

i have pictures.. i'll update later. because i feel like being an asshole and i wanna eat so i'll put a few pictures to share with you all.

me in a car, as you can see.  she's my baby.:) old picture of my love. i love this one a lot. some friends before a show. sweet.  caden's band. i took the picture. haha. it's awesome. righttt?!?!  haha brad. i love this guy.

Currently Listening One With the Underdogs By Terror see related

i haven't updated in a while again. i've been busy. kaci&i are still together which is amazing. her&i have been reading soo much. she thinks she has gotten dumber. she was freaking out the other night. we're both going to university in the fall. she thinks we're both screwed. she thinks we shouldn't have taken a year off&she also thinks the drugs made her not as smart. i know for a fact she is still as smart as she was. she doesn't believe in herself. so now we're reading textbooks, novels, magazines to make us smarter. which may sound dumb but i really am starting to remember things i didn't. we both don't know what we want to do.. kaci's parents want her to be like them. her mom is a lawyer and father a surgen... very hard jobs to have. my parents on the other hand, they say for me to do whatever i want as long as i am happy. which is good.  kaci could be anything she wanted to be. she's smart, outgoing, pretty, funny, never gives up, has power, very nice and friendly, polite, happy.. she said she is really into art but her parents would kill her. she is an amazing artist, and photographer.

anyways, the used,alexisonfire,underoath and head automatica is coming to ottawa on the 11th of september. i'm excited.

last week i tried to be all gangster with this guy i met. it was funny. i would walk around with my pants really low and baggy. i had the bandana, the rag, timberlands and i sported sean jean. but now i am back to my retarded self again. it was just funny to see the faces on some people's faces. seeing me drive around in a pimped out cars, listening to 50 and saying stupid sayings like "i am rick james bitch." & "i'm mike jonesss.." and being all wiggerish you know...

i'm moving in with kaci soon!:) kayla&kyle are already living with her and her brothers. but they're just staying there until the end of the summer. so that should be good..

i've been hanging out with brad a lot lately. he's a cool guy. he's been trying to pick up girls. and having no luck. poor guy.. but the dumb thing is kaci, brad and i were walking around last night. and kaci went up to these girls and asked them if they would go talk to brad. and they did.. and one of them is going out with him tomorrow night. i guess kaci has more luck with picking up girls..

i really suck at rolling joints. i think i'll have to take a arts and crafts class for pot heads. i used to be soo good. now i just suck. kaci has to roll it for me. which takes long because she needs it to be perfect but that's always good. she has to do everything for me  it's sad. i can't do anything for myself. she has to do my laundry, help me with my ipod and computer, walk 2pac, wake me up, makes my bed when i am in it... i feel bad.. i try to do things for her all the time. i just fail. i suck as a boyfriend. maybe i should go pick flowers for her in someone's garden..:) she loves flowers.  

mm so, i am in ottawa now. i saw some friends, who i haven't seen in like a year. i am glad i saw them, brought back some good memories.

on our way up to ottawa. kyle, caden, kelly&i were driving. and we let kyle drive. i don't really know why we do. he can't drive. well, he can but he's like one of those drivers who drives too fast and has no idea where he's going.like, we've been to ottawa many times before. but no, he can't seem to find where he's going at all.we stopped in peterborough. which is about 2 hours from toronto. we had mc donalds then back on the road.it was about 1:30 in the afternoon when we were driving &kyle thought we should try to get cars to race with us. bad idea. we got these guys in peterborough, we asked them if they were going to go on the highway and they were. so we got on the highway and raced them for about 5 kilometers. we won, because of kyle. i thought we were gonna crash. thank god, we didn't. then we stopped in kingston. and kingston is about 1hour&30mintues away from ottawa. kelly had to go to the washroom. so we went to this mall. and we were all walking around and some guys were trying to pick her  up because they thought she was a prositute. it was sad. she didn't look like one at all. so we left. we finally got to ottawa at about 5pm. we straight to hook up with kaci&friends. went to this local show. it was pretty good then hung around downtown. kyle,the guys in ottawa&i went skating. kaci watched. then we went back to where we were staying. the place is amazing. it's kaci's parents house. she has like 7 houses all over. anyways, later tonight everyone is going to this party well actually soon. it starts at 2. but i am not going, i am just tired but probably won't sleep. kaci is staying with me. so, her&i will just hang out&cuddle. which is the best.

tomorrow, there's a local show that we are all going to. a few of our friends are in the band. which should be good. then on saturday we're all going to see alexisonfire. which should be amazing. kaci's cousin is going so hopefully i'll see her and talk to her. she's cool. see how that guy is treating her. if not good, i think i'll kick his ass.well, if i can.

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy see related

updatess!

umm so yeah, i am home now. i'll probably be home, stuck inside until thursday. why you might ask..? because i got into a fight with this guy who likes kaci. i was fighting for her. she isn't even here but i still fought for her. okay, here's the story.. there's this guy skyler who i know now likes kaci a lot. i don't know him too well but she does. her brother is like best friends with him. so anyways, i was with brad, caden, kyle & ryne walking to a party and this skyler guy comes up with like 4 other guys behind us. skyler is into a lot of drugs, stealing, fighting& that sort of stuff. he's a bad kid. & 17. soo, back to the story. they were behind us & skyler said "which one of you is jon?!" i turned around and said " i am, why?.." then skyler said something to one of his bigger friends and then said "are you&kaci still going out?!" i said "yes.why?!" he said "break up. you're bringing her down. she needs a guy like me, who can support her, supply her drugs & give her the attention she needs." i was soo fucking pissed off and said "i give her everything, and i won't break up with her." then like the jackass he is, he said "fine, you want it the painful way, so be it." and his friends circled all of my friends and so it was just him&i. you all don't need the details on the fighting, it might give some of you ideas. all i could say there was brass knuckles, a crowbar, and a stick involved.  i'm fine, don't worry.. i didn't get hurt. neither did he. i think. i just have a few bruises, cuts and stuff. it's just like if i went to atreyu concert(people are fucking insane). anyways, this guy still hasn't gave up. kaci doesn't know about it yet. i'll tell her though soon. she's in ottawa to visit her cousin and then i am going there on thursday. then on saturday i am going to the alexisonfire show there. which will be fun!

soo now i am sitting here, eating a giant cookie & drinking red bull. i guess, i won't be sleeping tonight. it's not like i do anyways. another going to bed at 6am and waking at 10am kind of day! yaay! (see the sarcasm?!) yeah so.. nothing is new today. tomorrow i'll try to get outside and skate. i love skating. mm yeah then nothing probably. mm possibly a party.maybe.

that's all tonight.

possibly pictures later.

editt//;;

okay pictures now, i am in the mood and found a few pictures i liked.

 kaci&i. yess i am skipping. bahha. i thought you all needed to laugh.

 kelly&i. at 6am bizznatch.after a parttayy.

me by the lake.

edditt;;//

i stole this from corina's site because she's fucking amazing. yes. she is. gotta problem with that?!

Name Fifteen people you know - plus you

1) kyle

2) caden

3) kaci

4) kelly

5) ryne

6)ryan

7) kayla

8) brad

9) kina

10) alex

11) malo

12) tara

13) jon(me)

14) jay

15) bianca

Is #3 your best friend? YES, &&my soulmate.

What would you do if the person in #8 was the father of your child? hah, i would be scared.

Would you ever make-out with the person in #1? Yup. who says i haven't.

Have you ever had an R-rated dream with the person #4 involved? haha maybe.

Ever dreamed of kissing the person in #15? yep, a while back.

What type of music does #7 enjoy listening to? anything and everything.

What size clothing does #14 wear? girl pants size like 7. or something..

Would #1 & #4 make a cute couple? aha naw.

Is # 2 a guy or a girl? guy.

Have you ever cried over #6? mmyes, i have. oddly.

Have you ever seen #3 cry? yes,:( i hate to see her cry.

Would you give your life for #5? possibly.

Is #7 more silly or serious? silly by far.

Do you think #9 will get married? nope.

How do you think person #10 will die? falling, or trying to skate. 

Is there anything that the person  in #13 is overly obessed with? haha music?

Does #11 have an obsession with shiny objects? probably.

Does #12 have any siblings? yes. 2 brothers, 1 sister.

Is #13 a caffine addict? yes i sure do.

What color hair does #14 have? back with blonde patches.

How far does #15 live from you? mm like 10 minute walk. 

What is #1’s favorite color? god, only knows. probably some weird colour that you've never heard of.

Have you ever been on a date with #3? yes.

Does #2 have any secret lovers? yeah.

What would you do if #13 turned out to be your lover? ahah, that wouldn't surprise me.

Is #6 innocent? innocent of what?!

Can you picture #2 & #5 having a kid together? haha yess!

What if the person in #1 proclaimed their love for you? i would have sex with him. yess.

Has the person in #3 ever visited a forgein country? yep a lot.

How far does #5 live from you?  30 second walk.

What would you do if you found out #4 was secretly your mother who traveled back in time to see you? wtf?!

What is #6’s last name? bentrad.

Do you find #8 to be attractive? ohh yess.

Give a random fact about #7? she's scared of the dark.

Can #9 speak more than two languages? nope.

Does #11 spend hours surfing the web? haha no. probably not. maybe looking for porn.

What is one of #12’s hobbies/interests? looking pretty or shopping. yess she's one of those girls.

What is #13’s middle name? ahah you don't wanna know. 

Does #14 know who #15 is? yup. probably more ways than one.